Iq«¯n ¢o³ tjhvUv Bb Ft¶mSmWv AbmÄ D¯tc´y³ k{¼Zmbw HmÀan¸n¨Xv. Rm³ ]dªp: ""amdn¡bdnbXÃ. hr¯nbpÅ tlm«embncn¡Ww F¶p ]dªt¸mÄ ImÀ ss{UhÀ ChnsS F¯n¨p Ft¶bpÅq. R§Ä tIcf¯nÂ\n¶p hcp¶hcmWv. R§Ä¡v C¯cw hnthN\§Ä A]cnNnXamWv. CÍenbpw tZmibpw Ign¡m³ R§Ä lnµp tlm«en Ibdpw. _ncnbmWn Ign¡m³ apkvenw tlm«Â. ChnSs¯ amXncn R§Ä¡hnsS lnµp ]m\nbpw apkvenw ]m\nbpanÃ. B]v lw tIm GIv GIv t¹äv tZmi emCtb.''
tIcf¯n C¯cw hnthN\§fnsöp shdpsX ]dbpIbmbncp¶nÃ. sNdp¸¯n \Kc¯n t]mbm akmetZmi Xn¶m³ Bcy`h\ntem kp{_ÒWyhnemk¯ntem Ibdpw. _ncnbmWn ASn¡m³ Imsim¯m AXn ]ns¶ XÀ¡anÃþ H¶pIn e¡n Asæn jmln³jm. BtLmjZnhk§fnemsW¦n Bcy`h\nepw aäpw H¶mwXcw ]m¸mbkapWvSmhpw. AXpw {^o. HmWw h¶m HmW¨´; _{IoZv h¶m _{IoZv N´. lnµp ant¯mfPnbpambn _Ôs¸« amthentÌmdpIfpsS \oWvS Iyqhn s]m«psXm« s]¬Ip«ntbmSp tNÀ¶p\n¡p¶ ]ÀZ[mcnWnbmb s]¬Ip«n AhfpsS kplr¯pw AbÂhmknbpamWv.
tIcf¯nsâ Cu _lpkzcss]XrIs¯ sslt¡mSXnbn tNmZywsN¿ms\¯nb kp{_ÒWykzman¡v Cu kulrZhpw ku{`m{Xhpw Aklyambn A\p`hs¸Sp¶Xv F´psImWvSmsW¶Xn\p hniZoIcWw thWvS. kwØm\ kÀ¡mÀ \nehnse Igp¯dp¸³ apXemfn¯ _m¦nMv k{¼Zmb¯n\p ]Icw ]co£WmÀYw ]ckv]ckvt\l¯nepw hnizmk¯nepw A[njvTnXamb ]eniclnX _m¦n\v ]¨s¡mSn ImWn¨Xns\ FXnÀ¡m³ kwØm\mXnÀ¯n ISs¶¯nb NmXpÀhÀWy IpSnea\Ên\v ]n¶n thsdbpw am\§fpWvSv F¶ hkvXpX kp{_ÒWykzman F¶ Cu Xangv {_mÒWsâ Imcy¯nemIbm Hcp clkyaÃ. Htckabw Atacn¡³ km{amPyXz¯nsâbpw AXn\m¯s¶ PqXtem_nbpsSbpw N«pIamWp kp{_ÒWykzman. C´y C{kmtbepambn N§m¯w Øm]n¡p¶Xn\p hfsc ap¼v C{kmtbensâ {_mâv Aw_mkUdmbn hÀ¯n¡m³ Cd§n¸pds¸«XmWp kzman. kzmanbpsS ap¼n ctWvScWvSp i{Xp¡tfbpÅqþ I½yqWnÌpIfpw apkvenwIfpw! hnNmc[mcbn lnµpXzKpcp, Kpcp tKmÄhmÄ¡À XSnb³ A£c§fn FgpXnb AtX i{Xp¡Ä. AXn\m¯s¶ apkvenw aÞe¯n \n¶v D¶oXamb Hcp \nÀtZis¯ Hcp I½yqWnÌv \nb{´nX kÀ¡mÀ \S¸m¡m³ {ian¡pt¼mÄ B {ia¯n\p ap¼n InS¶p N¯mte ASp¯ P³a¯n hoWvSpw ]qWqepambn P\n¡ms\m¡q F¶ hnizmk¡mc\mWp kzman.
]eniclnX _m¦nMv k{¼Zmbw atXXck¦Â¸t¯mSp s]mcp¯s¸Sp¶Xà F¶mtcm]n¡p¶ kp{_ÒWykzmanbpw At±ls¯ ]n´m§p¶ kwL]cnhmchpw \nehnepÅ _m¦pIÄ FÆn[amWv a\pjysâ tNmc Duän¡pSn¡p¶Xv, F{Xsb{X IpSpw_§sfbmWv Ah Ip¯p]mfsbSp¸n¨Xv, F{Xsb{X IpSpw_\mY³amscbmWp acs¡m¼pIfnte¡pw hoSnsâ D¯c¯nte¡pw sI«n¯q§m³ ]dªb¨Xv F¶dnbm¯hcÃ.
B[p\nI tNmcIpSnb³ _m¦pIÄ¡p ]eniclnX _m¦nMv k{¼ZmbaÃm¯ Hcp _Z \nÀtZihpw C´ym Kh¬saân HcpIme¯p [\ImcyhIp¸v ssIImcyw sNbvX kzman¡v \nÀtZin¡m\panÃ. \S¸m¡p¶Xv CSXp]£ kÀ¡mcmtWm AXpkw_Ôamb D¸¶¯nsâ apIfnse Ìn¡dpIfn Ckvemansâ ap{ZbptWvSmþ asäm¶pw BtemNnt¡WvS FXnÀ¡m³.
CkvemanIv _m¦nsâ IuWvSdpIfn hn\nabw sN¿s¸Sp¶Xv apkvenwIfpsS thZ{KÙtam GsX¦nepw Ad_n ]©mwKtam AÃ. AhnsS sNÃp¶h³ Xe adbv¡pItbm kemw ]dbpItbm sNt¿WvSXnÃ. _nkvan sNmÃnbà CkvemanIv _m¦n A¡uWvSv Bcw`n¡p¶Xv. Iena sNmÃnbhcpw sNmÃm¯hcpw tNemIÀaw sNbvXhcpw sN¿m¯hcpw AhnsS CS]mSpImcmWv. sXm¸n¡pw \akvImc¯g¼n\pw F¶t]mse s\änbnse s]m«n\pw s\©nse \qen\pw kzmKXw. AhnsS\n¶p ]n³hen¡p¶ ImipsImWvSv sImtWvSm«n A§mSnbn t]mbn t]m¯pamwkw hm§mw, ]p\eqcn t]mbn ]¶namwkw hm§mw, km¼mdpw tNmdpamhmw, s\bvt¨mdpw tImgnbpamhmw.
]ns¶ FhnsSbmWp ]niIv? t]cnemtWm {]bmkw? tIcf¯nse \nÀZnã _m¦nsâ t]cv AÂ_dmIv ^n\m³jy FâÀss{]kkv F¶mWv. Cu t]cnse AÂ_dmIv F¶ Ad_n]ZamtWm N¦n sI«p¶Xv? {]hmNIsâ sImSnb i{Xp¡fmbncp¶ A_qPlensâbpw A_qel_nsâbpw `mj Ad_nbmbncp¶p. Jeo Pn{_m³ F¶ B[p\nI ImeL«¯nse kÀhmZcWob IhnbpsS amXr`mj Ad_nbmWv. Ad_n \nLWvSp cNn¨ Ceymkv apkvenw AÃ. bp.F³ sk{I«dn P\dembncp¶ _pt{Xmkv _pt{Xmkv Lmenbpw apkvenw Bbncp¶nÃ. Chscms¡bpw Ad_nIfmbncp¶p. AXn\m aq¶p hm¡pIfS§nb (AÂ_dmIv ^n\m³jy FâÀss{]kkv) Hcp t]cn Hcp hm¡v am{Xw Ad_nbmbXnsâ t]cn AXv BhnjvIcn¨p \S¸m¡p¶ kÀ¡mcns\ ho¡Wtam? Ad_n t]cn«XpsImWvSp am{Xw Hcp Øm]\w CkvemanIamhpsa¦n sslZcm_mZnse A I_oÀ F¶ Adhpimesb¡pdn¨v F´p ]dbp¶p? kwL]cnhmcw Ad_nbn \maIcWw \S¯n tNmdqWp sImSp¯p ]qWqepSp¸n¨p \S¯p¶ {]kvXpX Adhpime cmPys¯ B C\¯nse Gähpw hepXmWv.
Ckvemansâ `mKamb ]eniclnX _m¦v cmPy¯nsâ atXXck¦Â¸¯n\v FXncmWt{X. temI¯v CXn\Iw \qdn¸cw \mSpIfn CkvemanIv _m¦pIfpWvSv. PÀa\nbnse {^m¦v^À«nepw aäpambncp¶p XpS¡w. sk¡pednk¯nsâ CuänÃamb {_n«\nepw H«pan¡ bqtdm]y³ cmPy§fnepw CkvemanIv _m¦pWvSv. AXpsImsWvSm¶pw B \mSpIfpsS atXXc k¦Â¸ku[¯n\v Hcp t]mdeptaän«nsæn kp{_ÒWykzman¡p am{Xsa´m C{X t_Pmdv? \nehnse ]enim[njvTnX _m¦pIÄ¡v Ckvemansâ kua\Êyþkamizmk km¼¯nIkwhn[m\hpw AXnsâ A`qX]qÀhamb hfÀ¨bpw `ojWnbmWv. PqXtem_n¡v AXp k½Xambncn¡nÃ; kzm`mhnIambpw AhcpsS N«pIamb kzman¡pw. ]t£, C¡mcyw t\tc tNmtÆ ]dbp¶Xn\p]Icw atXXcXz¯nsâ alnXmibk¦Â¸¯nsâ aqe¡Ãn ssIh¨psImWvSmWp apXe¡®oÀ.
kzmanbpsS sslt¡mSXn ap¼msIbpÅ lcPn¡v hocyw ]Icm³ lnµp sFIythZnbpw asämcp lcPnbpw I£¯nte´n sslt¡mSXn ap¼msI lmPcmbncn¡p¶p. atXXcXzw Xs¶bmWv AhÀ¡pw {]iv\w. AÂ_dmIv IuWvSdn A¡uWvSv XpS§m³ Bcpw Bscbpw \nÀ_Ôn¡p¶nÃ. kwØm\ kÀ¡mcnsâ hI ]Xns\m¶p iXam\w Hmlcn am{XamWv \nÀZnã _m¦v \nt£]w. \nt£]¯n\mbn ]Wand¡p¶Xv _n emZnt\m khmlncntbm AÃ. tim`m {Kq¸nse ]n F³ kn tat\m³, _lvkmZv {Kq¸nsâ kn sI tat\m³ apX t]cpIfmWp Imsidnbp¶Xv.
Chscms¡ apXÂapS¡pIbpw kwØm\ atXXckÀ¡mÀ dnkÀhv _m¦nsâ N«§f\pkcn¨p \nb{´n¡pIbpw sN¿p¶ Hcp [\ImcyØm]\hpambn CS]mSp \S¯pI hgn, AXnsâ {]tNmZ\w NqjW¯n hnizkn¡m¯ CkvemambXpsImWvSp am{Xw kzmanbpsS ]qWq Aäphogptam?
HmWw F¶, sslµhaXhpw an¯pambn At`Zyambn _Ôs¸« BtLmjw apkvenwIÄ¡p \njn²amsW¶pw HmW¨´bnÂ\n¶p aÃnbpw apfIpw hm§p¶Xv ldmamsW¶pw ChnsS Hcp auehntbm apkveymtcm ]dªm F´mbncn¡pw ØnXn? `qan Ct¸mÄ \n¡p¶ Imfs¡m¼n XpSÀ¶pw \ne\n¡ptam? AXv AXnsâ A¨pXWvSn XpSÀ¶pw Id§ptam? sslµhan¯pambn ASÀ¯m\mhm¯hn[w _Ôs¸«p\n¡p¶ HmWw tZiobmtLmjam¡nbXns\Xntc Hcp auehn atXXcXzw ]dªp tImSXnbn t]mbm F´mbncn¡pw kp{_ÒWyhnemkw Bâv I¼\nbpsS {]XnIcWw? lnµpXzw kaw atXXcXzw F¶ \nÀhN\¯nte¡v C\nbpw Gsd ZqcaptWvSm?
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